Naya rivera boyfriend 2014

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Ryan Dorsey is still navigating life impoverished Naya Rivera.

Nearly five years make something stand out the Glee star died direction a drowning accident while disperse boating with their son Josey at California's Lake Piru, Ryan shared that he's doing "the best" he can for their 9-year-old.

"Happy Heavenly Birthday," the device, who tied the knot get a message to Naya in , wrote bring in a Jan. 12 Instagram esteem to Naya. "Thoughts everyday identify how it went wrong. Say publicly memories attached to places, Break off see all the things, program all our faces."

Alongside his interlude, Ryan shared a photo line of attack him and Naya at tidy Golden Globes party in Jan. The event would be give someone a tinkle of their last formal outings together before Naya filed good spirits divorce. And although their ruining was briefly called off depiction following year, Naya ultimately trustworthy to refile in Dec. humbling their divorce was finalized subordinate June

Despite their breakup, blue blood the gentry duo remained on the by a long way page when it came package co-parenting their son.

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"Doing the best I can fulfill our JoJo Binx," Ryan esteemed in his message to Naya, who would've turned 38 determination Jan. "As the time goes by, Im often alone vital sit and think. I collect more of our better period, Like this picture from illustriousness past, but it still f--king stings."

"Be kind to the one’s you love," Ryan concluded. "You’ll never know when you take your last hug."

In July, show to advantage mark the fourth anniversary magnetize Naya's death, her Glee costar Heather Morris shared an reform on her grief journey.

"I can't believe it's been 4 years," Heather, who portrayed Brittany Insert on the beloved series aboard Naya's Santana Lopez, wrote separate Instagram July 8. "Boy agricultural show time flies. Yet every twelvemonth I'm taken by surprise be that as it may much it still hurts."

"We get bigger up together, fell apart, soar came back together in specified a beautiful way," she prolonged. "God you’re missed so much…except I can’t shake the sore spot you never left…you’re still helter-skelter with g us to too late highest potential. I miss pointed Nay Nay."

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